Jesus, it’s hot. It’s
Africa hot out there. California is supposed to be sunny and beautiful, not this
scorched-Earth, Save-The-Children commercial, surface of the sun kind of hot.
Leave that for places like Phoenix and Georgia and Mercury. It’s so hot that
Xander’s hair is soaked. Not just the fringe that flops over his forehead, or
the tips of the too-long waves, but all of it – dripping with sweat that
prickles up from each individual hair follicle to run in momentarily icy
rivulets across the heated landscape of his scalp before they join with the rest
of the hot sweat to just be gross and make him feel dirty.
Dirtier.
Gypsum wallboard. It’s heavy and when cut it makes this fine,
white dust that gets everywhere. The dust hits the sweat on skin and forms a
shell, resting suspended until the sweat soaks the dust and makes a thin, slick
mud. Then it dries and cracks and, what do you know, back to the scorched-Earth
image. So, there’s gypsum/sweat mud flakes all over the upholstery and the
seat’s gonna smell like an armpit, but Xander’s finally home, and that’s enough
for right now.
Inside the apartment, there are cool things. Beer, but at
the moment, a tall glass of ice water sounds better. There’s air conditioning,
too, and that sounds like heaven. Clean, crisp sheets, and the water in the
shower when you nudge the handle just two degrees off center toward the big blue
“C” and the warmth gives way to the barest edge of the cold. There’s also ice
cream. It’s vanilla, the kind with the tiny black flecks of vanilla beans in it,
and there’s nothing better than sliding it off of the cheap stainless steel
spoon that frosts over because the ice cream is so cold.
Xander stops in
front of the door, savoring the moment. When he opens that door, the cool air
will hit him. It will strike fast, the sudden rush like an exhalation. The
tendrils of cold will wrap around him and draw him inside. It’s dark in there –
the curtains are drawn, and it’s like a little cave. With cable. And a
vampire.
The vampire is actually the coolest thing in the place, in more
ways than one. Xander wonders if he can get inside, get cleaned up and get into
the bed without waking Spike. Sleepy Spike is a wonder to behold. Or to be held.
His body is rock-hard but strangely slack in sleep – he’s almost like a poseable
doll. His skin is smooth and taut over muscle and sinew, and he feels like
Xander imagines dolphins feel. The cheekbones are not an anomaly – there are
other places where the bones show through in that alarming and alluring way –
the hipbones, collarbones, shoulder blades and knees. At the base of his spine,
the curve of bone behind the ear, the hollow at the back of his skull where the
top of the spine nestles under the protective flare of the
cranium.
Xander opens the door and absorbs the cool air through whatever
pores are still unblocked by gypsum mud. The sudden rush of cool makes him
dizzy, but that might be the fact that much of his blood has pooled low in his
body in anticipation. He strips off his clothes in the kitchen, because the work
clothes are just too disgusting to go anywhere not protected by tile. Padding
naked to the bathroom, he resolutely does not look at the bed, does not look at
Spike, does not see one perfect, pale leg crooked outside the dark blue sheets,
does not see the unruly mop of curls half-obscured by the pillow.
Because seeing those things leads to badness. The viewing of those
things leads to hot, sweaty sex and probably having to throw the sheets out,
because there’s no telling what happens when gypsum/sweat mud meets up with
other bodily fluids, though he’s thinking it could possibly be a new hybrid form
of cement. Those thoughts lead to having to, at some point, listen to his
beautiful, sensitive, narcissistic vampire whine about smelly humans and dust in
the bed and assorted other things he’d rather not deal with. Xander is hot and
he’s tired and he wants his way. His way will be had.
The shower is
everything he’d hoped, cool and refreshing but short, because his hard on won’t
flag, his pulse won’t slow and the brutal, sharp edge of need is pressing him
forward; pushing him through the curtain and out to the mat to dry off
inadequately, to hurry to the side of the bed.
Xander grabs the bottom
of the sheets and starts to slide them away from Spike’s body. The vampire is
lying mostly on his stomach and he has one leg cocked so that Xander can’t miss
the shine at their juncture. Before he knows that he’s made a move, tanned hands
and knees bracket the cool alabaster body and the head of his cock is pressing
against the smear of shine and inside.
They both exhale loudly and freeze
until Spike’s body clenches once around Xander’s cock, and the small muscles in
the human’s arms start to shake from the strain, almost at the exact same
moment. In one smooth motion, Spike turns fully onto his belly and Xander drops
his weight onto his elbows and plows into the body before him. He’s all the way
in, and so reluctant to pull out that his strokes are hard and shallow, animal
in their ferocity.
It can’t last; it won’t. It doesn’t. Xander comes
silently seconds after Spike, and falls heavily, spent, on top of that cool
dolphin-slick body, panting. He catches his breath and lifts his weight up,
pulling out as slowly as possible, knowing that the vampire will make that tiny,
soft whimpering noise he makes only at this particular moment of loss. The sound
comes, and Xander holds there, body suspended between his hands and lets the
sound roll around his head for a moment, then heaves himself to the side to
stare at the ceiling and let the cool waft of air conditioned air chill him and
make tiny hairs stand up all over his body.